things i learned this week

things God is teaching me: I have let Satan convince me of so many lies in my life. I have accepted them as truth and lived my life according to them. I need to stop and constantly submerge myself in the truth so that I can break free from the bondage to lies and sin through God's healing Word. 3 truths I personally need that I wasn't to share 1) you don't need to be perfect or have it all together all of the time, nor can you. God wants us to ask Him for help, and others. We were not made to handle life on our own. 2) I am deserving of love because I am made in God's image. Someone will be capable of loving me and even if there was no one, God loves me and his love is enough. It is possible for me to be loved and lovely to others. 3)God is jealous for us. He wants us to have time with him and be single so that He can prepare our hearts for not only our future spouses, but also so that when we do get married we will have a strong enough relationship with Him that we won't turn away from Him just because we suddenly have a man in our lives.

Trust corner

I have never experienced Christians or fellowship as I have with my project mates and it hasn't even been a week yet. Friendships outside of Christ are just missing something, it's like half of me is excluded from the relationship. I just feel free here in this house of 35 Christ seeking people to be honest and vulnerable in a way that I have never been before. These are the friendships that will last my whole life. Praise God. 

Funny things that Sal says

-(when referring to my time piece necklace) "WOW. It's like you just stepped out of a story book!"

-(when referring to my motherly instincts) "You are gunna be such a great mom someday like, you should have 9 kids. You're just so motherly!"

-(when referring to my eye-shadow) "You are just so creative. I like how you match you shirt to your eyelids."

Night #1

Everyone seems great and I think we will all get on nicely!

Prayer for my migraines, they are getting considerably worse. ugh.

Last Night in Jersey

I'm having mini panic attacks intermittent with bouts of me wanting to scream for joy, but not being able to because it will wake my mother and she is driving down with me... so that would be mean.
Oh the struggle is real people.

Packing- the battlefield and the car home (to OC)

Random thoughts

I am so blessed to have made over my project goal! So many people have rallied behind me, it's just unbelievable. God is slowly but surely teaching me to have faith in Him and to trust that His plan will be achieved no matter what! UGH 4 DAYS!